Do you realize that rather than living life as it comes to you, take time to decide what you want from life? If you cannot decide, start with the first thought that comes to your mind.
Understand that once you start, you can come up with an effective plan for the life you want. Yes, you will make some mistakes. Yet, this is not the time to stop. Life is calling you.
Beginning today is when you can start living the life you want. How? Begin each moment by asking yourself: Is what I am about to do moving me towards the life that I want to live?