Do you realize taking action without being totally committed to it can be worse than taking no action at all? Why? If you have to push thru your own resistance and resentment to do it then why do it?
Understand commitment is the act of sincerely putting your heart into what you’re doing. If you have no interest in being committed, then you won’t have any reason to go through the motions to do it.
Beginning today rather than fighting against your own resistance, be supported by your own commitment. Why? You are simply not going to be very effective at it, and the effort will be largely wasted.