Do you realize rather than struggling against your past, instead focus on this moment? Why? The more thoroughly you accept what is, the more positive value you will surely find in it.
Understanding the energy you put into maintaining resentment can quickly and easily be put to more practical use. How? By putting your efforts into creating the best that life can be.
Beginning today everything you could ever desire is connected to you right now. When you begin to fully accept what it is, you gain access to all those magnificent possibilities you have.